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posted on Thursday, December 24 @ 7:46 PM | back to the top.
woahh today is quite a tiring day too...
band camp is coming soon...
few more days...
to be exact...
it is less than a week & it is just next tuesday...
pop(passing out parade) is coming too...
next wednesday night...
the show gonna start by 7pm...
at my own school hall...
hahaha...
so better start packing my things now...
i scared not enough time to pack if didn't start now...hehe...
so i gonna end now...
BuhBye people...=)
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posted on @ 7:38 AM | back to the top.
hello hello readers!!!!
*Yawn*
woahh...i just woke up few seconds ago.
i slept for more than 12 hours but i feel like i only get to sleep for 1 hour.
got woken up by my mother,if not i will continue sleeping i guessed.
hahaha...
i have made a record...
my longest time sleeping...
hehe...
anyway i was damn tired uh yesterday.
reached home,mother told me to eat.
then go eat a bit.
after that,i went to on my computer and online MSN for awhile.
then felt bored,so i went to lie on my bed.
guess what...
few minutes later,i fell asleep ...
so ard 8 plus at night - 8 plus in the morning is the time i sleep.
the earliest time i ever go to bed and sleep...
another record that i have made...
hahaha...hehe...
firstly,i wanna thanks those who actually cheered me up yesterday...
secondly,i wanna say sorry to those who chat with me in MSN and msg my phone...
but didn't reply both...
well u guys i slept already that's why didn't reply...
so my computer was turned on the whole night because i didn't get the chance to switch it off...
i straight away go to sleep...
in the morning checked my MSN,i was in 4 conversations...but not even one person that i respond...
i also checked my phone and noticed that i got 10 messages from someoneSSS...
so sorry...
hahaha...hehe...
k that's all i wanna say for this post...
i'll end here for now.
so till next post kayy...
BuhBye !!! =)
posted on Wednesday, December 23 @ 7:12 PM | back to the top.
hello hello !!!
today was a bad day for me i guessed.
actually i really got no mood uh....
those things happened to me because of myself.
it's all my fault.
i don't want to feel sad and miserable all the time...
i won't blame others accept for myself.
maybe this is a lesson for me.
most important things are,i won't give up kayy !!!
&& always stand for my right.
just need to speak up more...
i want us to unite and stay together.
so we can be better and stronger exco.
anyway as band leaders we need to work together no matter what kayy...
work alone can never works...
so let's start by planning what to do first...
for me,
need to build up on my confidence back...
urgh!!!!
i lost it and feel terrible.
i want to be the old me seriously but can be more better uh...
i want to be the old me seriously but can be more better uh...
what passed can't be change.
i only can learn from it and improve further.
so i'll be fine...
i need moral support and some encouragement will do...
hahaha....
i try do it on the first day of band camp...
hehe...
need to regain my trust too.
then can be confidence...
hmmm....
ohkayy...
that's enough for today's post..
BuhBye...
Labels: self reflections....
posted on Tuesday, December 22 @ 10:57 PM | back to the top.
hello hello!!!
today was pretty okay...
quite fun uh...
i bought my own webcam today...
woohoo!!!
haha...
&& i'm dying my hair black now...
hehe...
kayy tomorrow band...
last rehearsal for this year...
so sad sehy...
but still got pop and band camp coming up next...
yahoo..
happy sehy...
lastly,good luck to all my bandmates and juniors eh...
k that's all
BuhBye !!!
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posted on @ 10:45 AM | back to the top.
hello readers.got caught under the rain again yesterday night.
just recovered from fever but feel like having it again.
sad sehy -.-
anyway tomorrow got last band practice to rehearse for this year,
followed by band camp on the 29th-31th Dec.
then tomorrow got band test sehy.
argh!!!die die!!!!
hahaha...
still got lots of things to be done.
can't wait for band camp and pop(passing out parade) uh!!!
can't wait for band camp and pop(passing out parade) uh!!!
pop is during the second night of band camp.
Wednesday night,start ard 7pm
hope that lots of people will come to watch us like last year(full house).
hahaha...
i always feel nervous during the pop every year uh,
but i still did it.
hehe...
ohkayy...
later i'll be going out with my friend to Jurong Point.
study together a bit,shopping and eating too.
nevermind i'll go study my music test uh.
hahaha...
got to go now...
BuhBye!!!
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posted on Sunday, December 20 @ 6:04 AM | back to the top.
sorry for not updating kay...Argh!!!
i lost my confident...
shit uh!!!
till now,i still can't forget that day conversation...
they know,i know...
i may act strong,brave and heck care attitudes
BUT to tell the truth,
i really feel hurts sehy...
i am weak...
*burst into tears*
this shows that i'm not strong to bear all that actually...
i know it is for my own good...
i disrespect and treat [insertname] badly sometimes...
i disrespect and treat [insertname] badly sometimes...
that's what [insertname] claimed but it's truth.
i think because of something happened this year.*think so*
i myself do not know why!!!
confused,angry or bear grudges...
Bullshit lurh HADI!!!
why must i do this and that unnecessarily...
i swear i don't know why!!!
i must start thinking about what others feel too and not only myself.
anyway,thanks to him that i found out something.
if not,i may not realised it.
nowadays,i always feel bad about myself
AND feeling way
DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN....
what has happened to me!?!?
i must not continue myself being this way.
i need to change for the better.
if i think back,i changed a lot as in my behaviour and attitude wise compared to the time when i was only a sec 1.
still a little boy.
God help me please...
I also hate myself as who i am now...
i wish i can be my old self when sec 1 time maybe...
i'm always innocent,kind,helpful,friendly and a well-behaved boy.
people said i got influenced with bad companys.
sometime i think it's good not to know something surrounding me.
problems come,problems stucked with me.
so if i create trouble,i must solve it myself too.
somehow,i must think of a way.
i won't let them break apart.
I LOVE MY BAND!!!
sorry guys,
just give me one more chance
to prove it this time...
two things that i will remember,
"one can never fight alone"
And
"bandmates will get praised first while the leaders will stand at the back if they did something good but when we got into trouble,the leaders will stand in the front and faced it first"
sad siaaa...
anyway why must i get sick today?? - High Fever/flu/coughing...
Stay strong hadi...
FYI,i cried when typing this post...
haiyoo why must i tell...
hmm nevermind uh...
once in a life time maybe...
To those my friend out there who i had hurt their feelings or what,
please forgive me..
i had no intention of doing so.
just don't hate me.
for now,i want to have peace at the moment.
i'll be back with my old self.
Promise!!!
make myself useful and do something useful too...
i want the teachers,parents,alumnis and friends to be proud of me.
i'll prove them wrong.
i won't just say but i will do it.
let bygones be bygones and let's start anew kayy...
*coughing*
kayy uh...
i want to take a break and rest first.
hope i will recover from my sickness(state of being ill)...
hmm...
BuhBye people...(Y)
Labels: SICK UH TODAY...=(
posted on Wednesday, December 16 @ 9:13 PM | back to the top.
Hello People !!!
currently feeling very lazy to post.
&& i have no idea what to talk about.
i tired and got no mood uh!!!
plus i'm bored alone at home.
it's sucks kayy....
nevermind...
i'll post a proper post next time kayy!!!
bye....
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