firstly,i want to congratulate all the winners for the national youth scrabble competition.my team won the plate champion.i think that we deserve it because hard works really paid off yea.for those who really worked hard too but did not win anything,please don't be sad yea.the most important things is we all already tried our best and we are one marsiling scrabble team in a school.so in total,we all did our part for bringing glory to the school and made our mark yea scrabble players.

i need time to cure people.once cured,i will be ok.i will not make myself or anyone suffers.i had learnt a lesson everyone.i also had enough of sufferings.i want to live in peace.so peace!!!
that's me in the picture after band practice on friday wearing band t-shirt.did not go home till midnight.
sorry readers for not updating my blog for so long.since i'm free now,i would like to share with u all that shits happen every time.so please do not waste your time unnecessarily.we still got many better things to do if we manage our time properly.no matter what,we all still need to move on with our life.do not be stress over a small problem and run away from it,instead do think about it and try to solve it as soon as possible.by the way,somebody broke my heart.i dun wish to talk to her sometimes.after thinking about this twice,i decided not to repeat my old same mistake which i had did it once last time.whatever it is,i won't let anything that affect the band.personal problems must not affect the band.anyway,why must i behave very childish??come on hady.please grow up.let people do us,why need to be sad and stress.if u dun like something,please talk it out with someone.don't be scared.be a man,do the right things.

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today in sch was quite ok.i think that my physics common test was manageable but i dun think i can score very well for that test.i dun understand why i cried actually.k i need time to manage myself k.my intentions is always good.it's not that i dun want to talk to people but i dun feel like talking at the moment.so pls understand me k[insertname].for the incident that happened today was partially my fault but i will chill down k.if u think i am at fault,i agree but for the time being,i am very stress and somehow feel a bit sad too.hahas.whatever it is,i will do my best to help u and even myself k.i will now say sorry k to [insertname] and those people that i had broke their heart today coz i dun really really like to take revenge on people or whatsoever k.i'm also not in a good mood today.pls dun have any hard feelings towards me k.i'm not the type of person that u thought on me k.i only dun like to be fooled or lied and cheated.so i want peace now.i'm so sorry k [insertname].pls dun leave me k[insertname].i have been hurt enough.i tried to change myself.pls bear it with me k[insertname].

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naz thx k for all the things that u told and taught me coz i really learned a lot from u.i will try to apply it inside band somehow k.from now onwards,i will think positive in everything i do.i know what to do.its my band so my partner,exco and myself must do something coz nobody else will help us that much.i think that we better not depend on the alumni so much.in fact,we need to do on our own.first,it's all about myself in band.i must know when to joke and when to be strict.i must not be too nice to them already.i must not let the band continue this way.i think that the band had slacked enough already,i cannot give them anymore leeways.every little things that i do can reflect myself as either a good or a bad band major.then,i must know the difference between a friend and a band member inside band.i need to treat everyone equally.i must do something now before the problem getting more bigger.if the band step over my head0,it will be more difficult than now i will be in deep trouble.we must solve it quick instead of running away from our problems.i must not think of my onwself in band but i must help one another to improve the band.it is because band is a family of marsiling concert band.we need to respect one another.basically,every band member needs to have the same mindset and work towards it together as one.

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1.)are you single or attached??
ans: -single but unavailable-

2.)do you have a person you like??
ans: yes.

3.)what is the name of the person that you're in love with??
ans: i'm keeping it a secret.

4.)have you ever hugged someone before??
ans: yes.

5.)if the person you love and your mother dropped into the sea,who will you save??
ans: both if can.i think mother come first.

6.)do you love your parents??
ans: yes i do.

7.)will you hug the one you love??
ans: idk.maybe uh.depends.hahas.

8.)are you willing to do anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend??
ans: maybe.depends also.hahas.

9.)are you jealous now??
ans: myself not sure.

10.)who is the last person messaged you??
ans: lynn yeo.she said thanks for wishing her happy birthday.

11.)do you want babies in the future??
ans: yes.hahas =p

12.)do you prefer mac,kfc,long john's silver,burgerking or coffee shop.
ans: mac

13.)do you sniff glue??
ans: no!!!

14.)do you smoke??
ans: -_-

15.)if your boyfriend/girlfriend is a 2 timer,what will you do??
ans: break the relationship uh.

16.)which cca are you in now??
ans: concert band!!!

17.)if you're rich,what'll you do??
ans: help donates to the needies.

18.)what is your cartoon character(s)??
ans: ben 10

19.)friendship or love??
ans: friendship.

20.)if the one you're in love with,held your hand,what'll you do??
ans: grip it and dun let go.

21.)if the one you love rejects you,what'll you do??
ans: walk away and ignore =(

22.)cookie monster or elmo??
ans: Elmo.

23.)do you used laptop or desktop computer??
ans: desktop computer.

24.)do you like lollipop??
ans: yup.chocolate flavour is nice.

25.)do you have diary??
ans: nope.

26.)there's an admirer of yours and he won't die heart,what'll you do??
ans: i dun know.

27.)if you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants a break,what'll you do??
ans: just break uh.=(

28.)are you a blur??
ans: yes i do sometimes.

29.)if you can dyed your hair,what colour you want it to be??
ans: i dun want to dye my hair.black is nice.

30.)who is the last person you chat with in MSN??
ans: nazrul(brotherlup).

31.)how many boys/girls have you beaten before??
ans: i never beat people before.

32.)if your boyfriend/girlfriend dun love you anymore,what'll you do??
ans: break with the person.

33.)what school are you in now??
ans: marsiling secondary school!!!

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